Stone.

I feel attackedthe similarityinsignificancewhether the new picture is too painful to look ator my reflection has changedboth cases I'm stuckthe essence of I is differentyet still unseen the thing I see is too painful to knowwould I wish to never knowI've been avoiding the hurtwith various forms of denialsmaybe I was wrong to begin withor my reflection changed more than muchI've been transforminglike a caterpillarthe moment I think I see my wingsthe realization comes withinI still walk slowly& unable to flyhow do I fix thishow do I un-knowwere this the part they were going to playis it overhow can I go onhiding & not showing my momentumwhat if they really have become the symbolsof all I stood againstis it possible for me to un-realizecan I take it all backit's too painful to look atnot say anything to move onmaybe the similarity was never theremaking they one of themwas I blinded with lovewith loyaltyto not realizehow couldn't I put the pieces truemy truth is destroyedso are youhow do I hear your words once moreknowing the lie might I have created that on my ownblinded with certain loveI want them outsidemyself far more than enoughit was all inscribed I was just too blindtoo blind to see too blind to lovetoo eager to be understoodsense my worldI'm corrupted againthe stones came through from where I less expectedI couldn't duck& I couldn't run awayI saw the whole truthshrieking at my facenow I need protectionI lost the significance & my trust is holding onto the rooftrying trying to un-fallI don't want to hear another wordI saw too muchwithout no more lies left

I gather myself to sink