Child.

you reminded me of innocencehow natural the pearl shineshow beautiful the colours of a day isit's the hope of a possibilitypresumed murdered entitial is undeadstill breathing seven grounds under

you reminded me of everythingI never get to experience beforeknew the feeling or had a close guessthat was before I saw its reflection on those crystal wallscrashed together before oursknowing a feeling is just knowingbefore its pulls you into the wonderland

you begin following Heraldaces all around youfilled with hopewith a mental statepeaceful like the sleep of a grandmawithout interruptionsfilled with pure bliss

you showed mewhere there is a birdwhere it's allowed to re-humanizewe talked about it patientlytrying to figure out magnificence of denialswe sat together under the shades of crimsonconversing all night about what's left of human

we talked about that innocent childwho was born as a humanturned into a creature of everything it isn'twas an infant once beforecapable to make wisheslive for everything it wantedit was dependent but in a magical wayowned the liberacy of the kingdom

we had a talk oncehe whisperedhe said that he never felt aloneall the love was everything he neededto build a home

he told me about how he loved his mamabefore the child was lost in infinite dramahe was happy to be aroundoutside world was warm and cozyfulfilling every expectation he had in the belly

but then his time it was timehe used to watch his reflectionnever seeing it for the person he isbut who he to becomemystified but crystal clear

he examined as the mirror one daydecided to put some emphasis on his shouldershe looked at a manman of his worldfilled with unclarityleaving the doublehe went to give his mama a hughe now knew three wordsfar more than enough

he went to sleepdreamed about how he loved his mamahow beautiful she was like a princess with a feathered gowna tiara on her golden hair reminding him that she is the proud ruler of this kingdom

boy wakes up with the nightmareseeing the mother ever different than beforeshe has lost the joycalls for the fatherremembering that he is not homehe tries to sleepwaking himself up the following dayhe realizes he isn't himself anymorethis manly creature isn't heand the mirror is lying no moreHellosays the doubleI've been expecting youboy looks around with interrogating eyesyou know the answerhimself goes onnono I don'the saysI'm sure you feel ithimself continuesI can't touch ithe saysReallyCan you not feel with your eyeshimself asksI I don't knowI never tried my whole lifeWe're taught anotherwise

another verse that is another verse of the first chapterthe everlasting chapter of infinite lieswelcome to the realitythis is now who you are

But I I don't like thisit is warwickit's like a wolf

Some would prefer the word Alphahimself continues

Am I a wolfI don't want to bethis is not I

and what is I exactlya scenic expression of your momentum considering the circumstancesI is superpositioned

I don't like this PleasePlease save me from this deedhe repeats, trying to count the feathersmaking their appearance on his claws

do you know what you were born asthe double asks

Human! the boy excitedly shouts

and do you know what that meansdo you know what it means to be human

I get to be me!the boy cries out

and who is youan interchanging entityare you really thereor is that a reaction of your visuality

"I thinktherefore I exist!"the boy continues

what do you thinkyou know your fate is to become a better wolfbeing human is an oppositionit's a nonsensical word people use to prove their authenticity

where am I?let me out!

double smiles from the otherside

I know you are to become a wolflike the rest of your packJust once, for you,

I want to try being a human.