Venom.

Ritualistic desires we all haveDarkness in the lightEphemeral shadowsShowingLining somewhere in betweenLooking for the unfound balanceCatalyzing our used-to-haveIn the alteration process towards our entity

We love what we murderSelf-satisfied creatures we all areBlinding lightnessMore of us takes a step to unchooseAnchoring their heelTo an unfound islandOnce existedor never was

WondrousnessPromised ourselvesBest we deservedthe best we should have gotNoOur existence was the solemn reason we should have it all rightAncient ashes The ones we lost towards this venomDisagreed

VenomWould that be the right wordsRight word for diffusionWould my between diffuse under the shades of venomIs this what we supposedly areThe VenomAncestors saidRight when you fed the wrong dogYou surrenderSurrender to something unloyalWithout further joySay I doThe ancient continue

At first It'll do wondersYou'll be filled with joy before your soul fades into an unexistential phaseFor a few seconds you'll thinkThisThis was what you're looking forInfinite happiness it wasAnd what a fool were you to not have tasted it sooner

VenomThe ancient went onIt works slowlyLike a snailHowever when it reaches the right pointA vector of zero you may call itWhen it gains enough speedDemolishing your entirety insideIt blooms you further away

At that momentYou feel the initial painPain you were looking forVenom of your truthVenom of the promise you were givenSolely by & for youYou did this to youVenom was the tool you chose Chose to fasten the process Process of de-creationCrystallizationYou crystallize your entity and become what you once wereNothingUntil natureIt turned you intoSomething Maybe something moreAnd yet you were ravenous towards one promiseWanted to lucidLucid as the dreams you should have been able to control

It's the venomYou're to be fadingIrreversible this isThe Ancient split your final linesLuscious you wereAlways wanted more than you could ever getAnd the promisePromise of the venomGave you the lifeThe life you were ravening Scandalously accurate A conscious deathA conscious death of thy entityNo more façadesBy then the venom should have taken what you refused to find

You were a little more than too lateTo bid your farewell

Farewell of venom intensified

And there were

The empty space you left the place behind

An unlived life

&

The promise of venom.