rusce.

Is it possible 2 curse wordsI want to curse a compositionOne day

I'm cursing it for carrying the wrong meaningI'm cursing it for transporting & freezing my mind in time I'm cursing it because it gave me the probability of a possibilitymade me depend i was damn scared

none of it mattered one day took me away brought me back to the real world empty and drained

i had goosebumps all over my skinseamlessly following the foggy road it led me distorted my cognition as I let the wind blew

i was lost psiand you were nowhere to be foundfound myself in this maze as if it never was meant to endi convinced myself it had an endingyou told me it hadn't begun

in the middle was searchingi let go of your hand as if I held it thousandly

gently waited for the plan you had for melittle i did know dreamed day and nightfrozen in a single momentyou've demented the way I perceive time

now I wander around the trees I wonder why the skins up on my fingertips nothinglessly

in silence looking at the starsdreaming of our dream with a fiend the meaninglessness drains you entityi stay silent and smile at the unknowernintylistening my computerit's trying to talk to me as I contemplate the emptiness inside me