Phonons

I want to cry about itbefore I let myself forget about the fact that you existedisolate myself from all of youdo I really love you

this is a testall of this is a test that I want to let it fade awayam I really with all of this okay

I want to listen to the piano ring the cheeks of my earslike a little childI want to shut out the loudrealising nowI never was able to build those surfacing connectionsthe iceberg always intrigued

as I'm typing theseI see a group of bubbles instead my headgrowingrememberingI always wanted to be an artifactCan't imagine a different world nowIs it disorderly that I love to feed from the darknessand pain-based melody-faced silence

I sometimes want to shut out the lightthe light they define is norm-basedI want to screamscream in the loudest violinthen I want to not be based in the skinmy mind builds dimensions

I want to leave out the realitylet it become a breezelet the pain heal me like it always have donequality of life they sayall of this based on norm-al perceptionsbut for my entire life I've fought themstaying true was the goal

then I realised I can already become everythingby being nothinginstead of holding on and letting my palms bleedI let goI feel weightless in his accelerative elevator0 gravityam I an anomaly

I feel like a 0 vector all over againleaving my breath beyond the layers of lines to bleed and set me free

more than you knowI feel free

although I'm sure they have a lot of names for meone day they will to seemy brain and Iwe are nameless

we see without bordersbeyond ordersunorderly laughters

it's the sound of my realitycolliding into its ashes