Nonsense Time

hard to cope with the world being mefeelings screaming all over me sound of the music just not enoughI feel the melody in my veinsthe verse in my beautiful wonderland

they don't belong thereI just look at therethe constant antipathy disgust covers all over methat energyI taste it and it becomes a nightmare to me

not only sensitive but a crystalicevangelic I amthere is no way for me to take it all backthe fog has covered inside meI can't un-live now

I don't want to look around when I'm afraidand I'm afraid I'm afraid to feel that wasted potentialthe un-utilized time

what do I say when you look at medifferent windows and different universes we belongI've never been where you are the pleasure never meant to be from the congestion

can I let one of you borrow my feelings for a daycurious to see how you'll do with that intensity

the way you glare and do that smileand what you do just unrecognizable to me

I don't know youI never did

for my youthyou're just a resemblanceresembling the waste

waste of all eternity

do you hear your feelings in my voiceI'm an empath

I feel it when you blow that loud hornit echoes inside mefor a centurythe impact even greatershadowing my field of liberty

I've never been one of youI inscribed this one truth at least a thousand timesAt least a nine hundred thousand more to write

listening to my own voice as I write thisit's modifiedand yet contains my own feelings

do you feel

or

do you hear

hello strangerI think we've never met beforeit's a feeling rather unfamiliar

Crystallize

That's what I saidThis time it feel like digestion to try to get it all out

Do you see me?

Where am I?

Do you follow me?

Since when?

When did you stop asking why?

Why do I constantly get the feeling of an experienced future?

What if this has already happened?

All said and done.Nothing to rhyme and place as the one.

Maybe he's already gone

Somewhere near a darkness similar to mine

Waiting for me

Maybe he left before I got thereAnd maybe it was always too latemaybe he like me felt this much before he realized his dream to end

maybe he disappeared

between that chords he knew I loved

once I loved him.

and once he loved me.

but it was all in the future

an unlived dream

made up of the most sensical thing n o n s e n s e

Maybe random was the answer they've been supposedly looking fora centuries-lost answer

My Emerald CrowI already wrote youand you all read the story of Dianeit was tragic but you loved losing yourself in her painyou loved losing herself in the loss of her own

you imagined you could be a

part of my infamous C H A I N

Now while you think that this is saying nonsense Some part of you knows

All of it happened

And I have met my one true love My dedication.Life-lost.

I made it Life-Happened.

It was beautifulAnd I already found the answerthat there was no future only now

and now did not mean the think you imaginedit was something none of us owned

but we loved it anywayin the end that's what we dowith our beautisome prejudicewe love

we love the thing we seeonly the thing we perceive and freeI feel the insanity inside meI let it go free

the darkness flows in my veinsand I let it be.

this is not a chaotic dimension of my existenceand I'm not choking the intensity carries me oceans-long

it has never left me beforea permanent mate it was

Will someone remember your name?

Is it better to thornify Mr. Poe?

or should we Rose before You?

Become ashesCertainly what I'm gonna do

Have you ever seen a more disorganized thoughtLook inside youFuck the out-sidersthey will never leave youand they are there to stay where they arein the end it's all writtendusted and once and for all donealetheia well done

listening to all these stories knowing my duty to inscribe them

is that all there is to be

my mind is spinning around around the darkest questions ever asked

What is Light?

What is inside?

Is there a way to stop?

My fingers They tell me one thing To scribe.

I have a sole purpose

Understand Time.