instead we froze ourselves in time.

I'm not angry at you anymoreIt's the best case that we met when I was homeI should stop derogating the beauty of those moments nowI loved every second of it with youAnd no matter what I say I loved figuring it out with you even if it was for the time being We were in that time Some part of it are frozen in my mindAnd I know you left as it is on purposeJust like the way you kissed me and whispered in finalI should stop trying to find your flawsthose calls and the way you reported to meand how even more complex in life you werecrazy things VI don't know if I'll see you againbut now I know what you meanbecause I want what you once told me you did a piece of me will be playing around our giggles your purposeful mispronunciations I miss the way you look at me Here no one even knows me See Sherlock Holmes said hide something in the light That way no one will seeNo one sees me hereThat's why I'm safe no matter how I leave myself nakedNo one will see me as I'm seen when I'm home No one will understand my darkness as you instantaneously did because here's never been homemaybe someday when I'm home we'll sing after we swing we'll go to a museum an art galleryor an underground concert like I always wanted maybe we'll build a band and keep being strangersI love that I have frozen you in time my mind now has fractions of youhow we ran out of time too soon upon the wait how you were strict and never had alcoholhow of every line you had you had a zillioneanshow I was impatient and still would behow I remember going there but lost the memory of us walking back just the interesting detail I think we were holding hands for the first time I was intimidated what a strange feeling I thoughtthat's how it should be like being an outsider nearby my windowI would be less distant and kiss you on the way back unscared to get close to youbut our brains kept us in a distance and I remember we even had an argument right theremy synesthesia and the realityI don't even remember how we got there maybe we were both too scared and tried to sabotage something beautifulI remember what pulled me into you were your questionsI was into your curiosity into my depth no one asked me questions in so long and I despised small talk we connected around my answersyou knew too much and disclosed less attempting to make me think it was more I'm fascinated by your brain Vmaybe this piece was to finally make peace with the idea I have of youI admit I missed youI've been missing our whether unfound or unlost chemistry right now I'm in that momentwhere we said our goodbyeskissing breaking apart kissing the cycle goes on and we can't let goone of us check the time every now and thenhaving places to be and a reality to get back toI'm swinging with you one last timeyou're singing we're talking about how it's gonna be when I returnyou're asking me who I missed more my confusion followed by realizationtelling you out in the open I never felt home revolving back one last pretzel before the ride beginssomething cinnamontastes deliciouswe split some of them as if it's a tuesdayit always feels like as if you were therewe share a part of our past you and Ialienated and different both equally determined equally stubborn and yet analytic humanisersstormborns i really am when I'm with you therebecause now I know what I've been missing i can derogate and drive myself all I wantand it's right in front of me now I know why the more I never wanted to let go

I had found someoneJust as crazy as I amCrazily complicated A reflection from who knows which axis in which dimension

But you are and all i wanted was for you to employ more space instead we froze ourselves in time.