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extensions: jttou & irtwibts.

Yesimsnow more than everwifatinryou know you'd be a part of my alter ego if this were hitchcockmaybe it's aaronofsky & maybe we already died in itimahhfutoptfwhat if it's all just a dreamwifaalwaiboaeoasp& it's you who gave me the worldthe world I once believed was mine& lost myself along as I'm tryingpractically dyingfor these few daysifysteno look gets past me

you've crashed my entire realitymmftinkewith every inch i hadit was alright to have flawsto not be stain-freeimperfection was a reality in your worldsome things mattered more& i shared it for who knows how long

you showed me how i kept falling forpatternsnot the beings and kept creating duplicates i was bruised byibiuyou were the most strongest branchit's like i feel you smiling over mesaying to meymi& ikodiwbuwhat i can't explain is..

when i decrypted itthe patterned mazecracked it in my mindit's like you diffused more intenselyifysee youtouch youever-whereyou're ever-wherei know the brain does it all bomhiftwith you, imrtcwith you, imrtampwith you, immto the extent i never thought possibleit seems childlyjwisduthe world is filled with signsikisguoubut you make it so hardneimlftr

tdiwfi know it's not the perfect roadbut i always wanted the me oneitsoiyrno& i want you to knowthat i'm ready to hold my breath with youwhen you need to hidei see these fractionssometimes they are more blurry& at other times crystallywith you, ifrand it's just not in my naturetlyd

"jttouwcmiiwt"

i know i dojust when I'm most petrifiedhs&dnlmg

places & peoplethe musicthey become Extensionsextensions of you& with you,

irtwibts