Calice
Poetry
Madiown archive

confusession.

C-can I just sit hereme/ymy unfocused hyperfocus

can i just stand here an observei can't get back on the rollercoasterthe reality from afar looks too contrastedchild i'll need a rest heresome thingsthey leave me too tired

i look at it rpsprobably another episode of my hypermaniadark energy must be expanding the mind intensitiesloads of them priorhave deceived

now this is the worst moment to reflectaboutbut i so many years have passednot a second you realise how much the years keep to themselves lineared

can i just sit here & understand this onceam i that hypersomething freud-likes kept boggly boogyingcan i just stay here take one silenttoo fast we got hereforgot my luggage on the trainor was it the planeit's been ages i can't remember

i feel in between & a piaget-like imbalance"spoiled selfish little child" the song told me when did those years passwhen was i poisoned with the medicinaltime

can i just sit here let my rests wrinklemy hair has gone winter& i foreseeing meditime past & afore bedtime I wanderabouthow the densities i thought they'd stay foreverwhen theycame by

took a toura detourleft a passage inside a glassy shiny pieceages have been nowthe little child as awakesterbut the days go by"my bestowed one"the song say

goosebumps on my skin worst timing to catch up with the old

may i just get a piece of chocolatemaybe i'll win the golden ticketthese complexities are not of good kind tastes & all my senses intertwinedgrounded in the old love by the painting beside metry all you willwon't be whole

can i just take a deep one hereweirdness in my throat as if I've swallowed all the cosmo dusthard to believe it's just star stuffun-struck

the melody goes byputting names to my confusession