Closure.

today is the day of my baby stepsI'm hanging on the flooruntil the day I learn how to walk out from the doorI'm just easing into the waterfor that this is less than a beginning I am devoted for a higher cause& this is a promise that I'm no longer wasting my resources for a hopeless sourceI can't walk around in cyclesthe only way that I shall move is forwardbut please make yourself homeyou are familiar with the place that you used to knowsilence you have & constant lines you avoidtoday is the day I say enoughBriefly had that conversation with myselfthe one you were cautious to circle around & never get to the pointI'm doneYou like the ideaStock it in the crowdassured that I'll stay as a part of itI will notJuxtapositions you useTendency to unbreak the linesthe ideal entity you wish forrecycle the whole thing without taking a tollsometimes I wonderif you fall for the idea of wishingand not careful enough to realize that you might just get ityou shout at the clear skymake it come truewhen it's brought to lifeyou say in apparentialno not youwhat do you want then I go onyou rotate around another sorts of tupleknowing how to keep one in the gameyou shall face defeatthe second you lose the assured securityyou're back at itthe words you usewith no doubtsI'm the one to exaggerateoh you are trying indeedstopped all of itbut onecare to tell the reasons of your sumdetesting the obvious truth under your handsif it isn't a mermaid you negotiateprofoundly used bullicious l'eyesnot caring to tell whyconditions you talk aboutyou've broken a major one right just nowdo you take a short whilebefore you go on with the rotation filesensitivity you imposterwho are youI can never knowlikely to cause a disasterand it always results in my soulsceneries you maketoo bad with the ashes you spreadthere's almost nothing left to appreciateno vacancy for you todayyou're the case I rumbleScrabble to figure the core outAt times it's wicked& at other times I can never seem to knowthe worst thing about youis you pretend the carehow can someone play possum this muchyou can never knowall the possibilities that won't showyou're not face and yet there is still one you choose to rely on morewhat are the lines am I saying in the master planshould I be grateful for the obscurityof all but mewhat is the purposeof your lines if you don't want me to read them out loudare they supposed to shut me downor calm me upfaçades I'm faced withsomewhere each daydo you think the vulnerability is something you can toy aroundit feeds meand it will even feed me more when one day they all will want to knowwho you really areyou don't pretend you have all the answers for sureand I'm the one stillstraight-end of the arrowyou'll do whatever it takesand I'm near sure you willin your imaginary mind-set-worldIf only you were that person if only you had those traits from the corethings you wish for right in front of youyou train them from the corethe elasticity none of your concernif the ropes break down than wellyou still have to wish for one moretell me is the profound search of your truthreal hoax of your brutis this what you sayhow you act when you'reat the edge of getting all that you wishedhellistic desiresinferno it would becomeyou have some of itbut nonever not enoughyou take ittake with the condition ofyou being youWhatever this isis worse than retardedyou don't want the higher approachwhat is it you want thenmore enough to race the turtle truththeories you have& studies of lifesound that accurateslightly from an unlived lifenow tell mewhen there is the experiencelifey requisitehow does someonechoose to not knowand blame it all aroundfor they are the ones to not see the truthI see all the symptomsyet it's still intriguing because I was never able to figure it out& you knowyou know that's why I'm still aroundthat's why you don't have the need to care enoughbridges you burnoceans you thirstbreaking the pleas of nature you were bornIllusionary promisesNot to ever become the realityYou wishYou wishYou wishNone of the liabilities you takeone shock & panic attack all dayuntil you decideall I want is to be doneDone for whatever you wish foryou stop respecting them when it's time they become a realitywhat are you afraid ofwhy are you avoiding that particular linesdeclaring that you can't expressthen pleasecare to tell about that juggle you manifestirresponsible enoughenough to avoid your own inscribed linestime fliesyou haven't recognizedwhen it's not mineyou go ahead & say good nightplaying your own game & pretendingpretending that you carehow can a humanpretend being what's humaneseriouslythis is one of the why's I want to learnwhy are we rotatingare you a collectorand usually of what's realstore it somewhere betweenand feed from itall by your ownlike a childsharing has never been your thingalthough in the way you actionifyno one would believethat's how you say goodbyeyou bear the greetings when you've been starvingstarving because it's never enough& you dramatizebegin with the everlasting scene1 pages2 pages99120480600appreciation in your eyes are solemnly wordswords you never feel the firefire burning you alivewith you I'm always unsureunsure about the sanity I assurewhich genre would you callsufficient enough to express what I just sawplanted your liesconstant pretense& your priceless fencelow key desires are not the ones you want&the things you wish foryou never want them to one day become your lifethen you would stop signifywhy do you always have me testifydo you enjoy making the purity bleedis the attention to good to perceivetrapping all those shadows that are supposed to healbut waityou're the victimeverything's out of control& you just can't knowhow could youwhen all just keep happeningand right in your mind they appearwe have the best way of saying it all in Twhat an oily person you are to betell me what is the corecore of the borethat you share your orbit aroundis this how you classifyclassify the wondrous life you might hadbut if only's you never fedthat one thing you constantly need me to concentrateanalyze like it has been my ownbiased way you present like the theory was the one I loanI can't go on with what's not naturalAnd natural cannot go on with an imposter of its purified selfI used to think that you have a potentialNow I see towards whatI wish I could say I was surprisedthat you have a tendency to betray your "loved" onesyou have the ideas the introductionsometimes thesis & never the bodyusing unimportant manufactured details as decorationsouvenirs for the home you wish forone dayyou sayone day you will become that personoh yes you willone day you will blind yourself with the truth you closed your eyes tountil you have a chance to look awayit will parish youburn you alive as the king of heartsyou wanted onebut had that many for allyou wished for onebut never ever stayed truethe inception& the first impression you begin withif it's a faulty seedyou might never get fruits enough to feed in the pitsome sensible lines you vaporizeusing the world I have devoted lovethe ink should not be available to those who do not knowknow how to respect and instead make a showurgent closure I must help get myself throughthis is a promiseI am not you& unlike what you saidthis is where we differwhile you pretend to set sails towards your imaginary unfound causenow I knowthat eventually you will betrayfish out of the sea you are thirsty & starvingwhen faced with loveyou want it to stopI have crystallized my linesLooked into itAnd that's why I have to urgently say enoughEnough dear serialThis is the last entityI let you to murderDo it nicelybecause soon enoughyou're nowhere to get near

may now wave if the fates have it goodbye