Bleeding the Bleeder.

My thumb is on my neckFeels it beatingAs the thoughts pour inOne down and infinity for the goAs the wax pours downHotIt doesn't burn anymoreI make everything complicated as a mechanism of defenseto un-see what I already do

I explodetrying to digestas I make my attemptsfinding a reason to let them not take the showereach cell of me knowsthey deserve itand they deserve that many morebut I am to stay pure

building scenarioswhere I choke them in their main play toolas if I seem to be a foolmany more of them to count downI feel our rageas they keep on doing the unforgiveableour smooth glances becoming tougherI want to burn them all downmy blood boils when I remember what they didwith all of it that I giveI close my eyesDoesn't let me evade or un-seehow ruthless they chose to becomeportraying as the angelic creatures they arewide awake I seethe fools of the devil they aredivinely darkleaving us divinely madboiling ourselves in the dirty blood we were leftwe were left to bleedas they walked awayleaving their games onto preyleaving our souls to fade awayleaving our skin bare in the light of synthetic daywhite light I praythey hide somewhere near I swearsoaking paranoia the pain we were left to bearsucked insucked outhoping they would tuck us inin through the nightone downinfinity to goinfinity to succeed in saving ourselvesfightingbecoming warriors on the goour swords from the broken bones we carryappraising we're alive in the stillposing through fakes of the smileseither sleeping awakeor awaking sleepthe unfound is the means to evade

in my dreams I preyI prey on the blood they have taken from my kindI can't enjoy the ride like I used to doin my dreams I preydreaming that I become the creature of their nightmarehoping to hear their screamsand dreaming about their pain pleases meknowing dreams are the only waywhere one gets what they really deservea deep dive into the speaker of actuality

that's the ludicrous reality

try to evade it with all you know still won't leave you in the d